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Name: Hillary
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Ann Arbor
Birthday: 5/17/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: My husband, our dog, our home, babies, movies, tv, ebay, JESUS!!
Expertise: I am an expert TV watcher and hope to be a pretty good mommy some day also!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business


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Member Since: 6/8/2003

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I realized today that I have no reason to keep myspace, xanga, livejournal or facebook. This will be my last blog...In a day I will be deleting all of my accounts. If you want to contact me (I am sure it doesn't matter) you may leave me a final message or email me at hillary.hawkes@gmail.com. you may also contact me on aim as snid15 (i won't be on much anymore). Thank you, good bye and good luck.


Friday, July 28, 2006

sometimes myspace bothers me...there is a lot more to do on there, but there are times when it is so slow that i might as well be using dial up. also, it seems that there are a lot of times that i just can't log in because its gay... hmm... www.myspace.com/hillhawkes... www.livejournal.com/~hillygirl

not much happening...today i am babysitting for tayler...tomorrow zoey and i are going to a grand opening of a new petsmart for her to play with some other dogs and get all the freebees they have, i am excited, i think she will enjoy it. sunday i am going to church by myself...brady's boss won't give him sundays off...i think that brady may be a little nervous about coming right out and saying why sundays off is important to him. i understand, it can be hard to be a christian. I love being a christian though, it is my saving grace(well really jesus is)... anyways...peace out!


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

I never update anymore...things are ok...marriage is hard, but we are making it. i normally update my myspace or my livejournal, so if you want to look at those please do and add me if you haven't already...peace.


Friday, February 17, 2006

I am really bored so I am stealing this from Mary...

Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a truck?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ]Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[x] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
X Total : 1

Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?  
[ ] Are you mean?
X Total : 4

Punk--
[x] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? "in the past"
[ ] Do you watch the X-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings ?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
X Total : 3

Prep--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie & Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[x] Do the people in Hot topic scare you? (don't they stare at everyone?)
[ ] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cohen?
[x] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?
X Total : 4

Hippie--
[x] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[ ] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you love Lentils?
X Total : 3

Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"? (does it count if I was only talking to my husband in jest?)
[x] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
X Total : 3

Emo-
[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies
[x] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ] Do you cut your hair?
[x] Are you lonely?
[x] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
X Total : 6

Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf or have
[ ] Do you know which is better, onshore or offshore?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan? or tanish?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
X Total : 2

Geek-
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] Do you play video games?
X Total : 3

Suburbian--
[x] Do you remember trash day before hearing the truck approach?
[ ] Do you hang out with your neighbors?
[x] Are you suspicious of strangers in your 'hood'?
[ ] Do you get trick or treaters
[ ] Have you borrowed coffee, milk or eggs?
[ ] Do you own a lawnmower
[ ] Do you get a newspaper delivered to your house
[ ] Do you know your home's square footage by heart?
X Total : 2

Well, I guess I am emo.  I knew that, so we are good to go!  I thought that I was going to score high on the suburbian, but I don't live in suburbia, I just live within 50 of another home.  I can't wait to become a suburbian though!


Monday, February 06, 2006

So, I have some random thoughts today that I wanted to get out of my head and I thought, why not share with the rest of the world? Anyways, if you have any thoughts on my thoughts or any random thoughts please feel free to share them with me!

Wow, finding a church is tough.  We really having been trying hard enough, but we are feeling a strong pull to an independent church in Ann Arbor.  They give free dinner to homeless people before their Sunday service (which is in the evening, so you don't have to wake up early), which I think is cool and I would really like to help out with that.  Brady doesn't seemed worried at all about finding a church, but he is the type of person that knows without a doubt that God has the situation under control.  I know that God will take care of it, I am just impatient and I tend to be a control freak.  I just really need a church because I really need a friend.  It is so hard to make friends, even when you live within 50 feet of someone else's home.  Yes, I said it, our house is only located about 50 feet from the houses on both sides of us.  We don't have much room, but that is not a big deal because it is our house.  Anyways, I am kind of making friends with the neighbors, but they are big partiers and obviously I am not really into that scene.  I tried to fit in with people like that before, but that was totally wrong and I will never do it again.  Back to the church situation, I really want to find a place where I can get involved and make some good christian friends.  I know that we are supposed to have non christian friends also and I do kind of have that, but I just feel like I would have a lot more in common with christians.

Alright, so we have health insurance and a pretty good sized bank account and we own a house.  Not everything is perfect though, everyone keeps asking us when we are going to reproduce. We both want to have a baby, its just that I don't think that we can.  We are going to Florida in April and when we get back we plan on going to the doctor to see if we are ready for something like a baby.  I really feel though that God would like us to take in a foster child, but I have felt that God wanted me to be a foster parent for a long time.  I guess only God knows what will happen next in our lives as far as children go, so we will see.  For now I am happy watching Zach at our house and playing with our neices and nephew.

I think I may have some lingering depression, so pray for my healing there, please.  Sometimes I just cry for no reason and I feel like the walls are closing in.  I am alone most of the time, so I just get sad at times and feel like I am a loser.  I know though that I am not a loser, I am just a student that also happens to be a homemaker. I don't know though, it is hard to be a homemaker without any children, but I think that Zoey, our dog, Link, our cat, and Zach, the kid I babysit for, are a lot to handle without children around.

I praise God everyday for all of the blessings that he has given me.  I have a wonderful husband, that I take for granted, a wonderful minivan, that I think has kind of made me look at my dad in a whole new light, a great house, it isn't much, but it has our names on the ownership line, two perfect pets, they stink, but they are lovey, and last but definately not least my relationship with Jesus Christ, I really take advantage of this, but it is what has given me all of the above..



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